It's June 1st. Which means I have 13 days left of being 20. I'm really, really, really young but a lot of life has happened. This past year life has changed, I lost friends, I've changed...it's been hard. Really hard. But despite this all it's been a learning process. Just like most of life goes.
I've learned that despite all my effort to love someone the way I think they want to be loved....sometimes it isn't enough. There's someone who I really hurt and I know I did but as selfish as this might sound.....I had to do what was best for me. I truly hurt because that person is hurt, but where is the line between protecting someone and doing something that is right for you?
Life is hard. It sucks sometimes. But for every sucky time there is a brighter one just up ahead...
I just needed to type this out... to an empty audience but nonetheless its helpful.